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I was tagged to do this cool meme, I've not done one like this before so *deep breath*

I am...

A heart on my sleeve, soppy, sensitive kinda girl. Yep it's caused me much pain over the years, i can't help it, my feelings are always out there i can't hide them. I do have a tougher colder side which is more of a self preservation tactic, i may appear like i don't give a crap but inside i am crying.

The bravest thing i've done....

Is Giving birth to my 5children naturally, i'm not lying some of the births were scary as hell. My third birth particularly where i was loosing lots of blood, i'll never forget thinking that my time was up during that. Apart from that nothing really brave, maybe playing a solo infront of a rather large crowd without music but that was more exhilarating than brave.

I feel prettiest when...

Someone tells me when i look pretty, i don't have much confidence when it comes to my appearance to be honest but if someone says i'm pretty i'll go with it.

Something that keeps me awake at night is....

Thinking about the future.
Will i ever have a nice semi detached house with an en-suite bathroom, with nice gardens and lots of space.
Will I ever earn enough to make sure i don't fret about money 24/7.
Will I ever find a job that pays me something decent.
Will I give my children the best start to life i can.
Will i be happy.

My favourite meal...

Oh god i love all food probably why i'm not a size 10 lol but if i had the choice of one meal right now it would be a calzone filled with cheese, lots of meat, mushrooms and a lovely tomato sauce.

The way to my heart is....

To love me. To respect me. To laugh at my jokes. To appreciate the little things....stroke my hair, touch me softly, tell me that you love me, hold me close....you'll be golden ;)


I would like to be...

More assertive, take the bull by the horns etc. I have gone along with most things my whole life and i like a quiet life, but sometimes i really need to learn to stabd up and say HEY I WANT TO DO IT THIS WAY.

So i will tag the following people to do this fun, reflective meme

@scrapbookerry
@cafebebe
@tiddlyompompom